Do you ever have one of those days where you just can't escape the negativity all around you? Cuz today happens to be one of those days! Its so irritating when you try your hardest to focus on the positive but all you seem to think about is the negative. I think my biggest problem is I have nothing to do, you know how some people have work or school...Well I have nothing!! Other than the kids but they don't give me too much to do just feed them, entertain them, and sleep the day away..What a life right??.... What am I talkin about that's basically the same thing I'm doing..LOL..But it is so different when little kids do it and when grown adults do it, for a kid that's just their life and for a grown adult that's just being a bum!! Well, I'm a stay at home mom and I know what your thinking that's a job in its self...But to me I feel like I can give/do so much more and be a mother as well you know?? Not to mention my main concern is being secure for what ever may come my way, were ok for right now with one income but in the back of our minds were always thinking are we gonna make it through the end of the year??? Whats gonna happen if we don't have that income anymore?? where will we be then? So many questions unravel when i start to think about the future and not knowing whats in store for me and my family. I don't have much work history and the highest degree I have is a high school diploma, I want to be able to have something I can fall back on if needs be..All I know is talk is cheap and the way I was taught was don't just tell me you want it, show me that you deserve it!! I know for a fact motivation has a lot to do with it, for examples motivating yourself to get up and go to work everyday. Or motivating yourself to get up and go to school, or even just motivating yourself to get up and do the basics for everyday living. For some people there motivations are their families and that is the same in our case, but I also look to other things for motivation. Like the homeless or those that are ill and have to be hospitalized for the remainder of their lives, or even those that are in far away countries that are suffering from hunger, poverty, and even slavery. I feel for all those people that are going through these tragedies, but myself and many others out there don't want our families to end up like this...Looking at people and families that are going through things like this make me feel blessed, to have the family that I have and be where I am today..I may not have everything I want but I have everything I need!!:) So when it comes down to it or by the end of the day, if your ever having "just one of them dayz" just count the many blessings you have in your life and don't take any of them for granted!!:) And thats all folkz..LOL
